I like you.
Hmm. If only life was that simple. But this isn't a movie is it?
There are some people who just get on my nerves. I don't really show it, I'm generally pretty chill but sometimes I just don't want to hang out with them. I still love and respect them, it's just I'd rather not talk to them.
And then there are some people who I really like, and I think. Wow, I wish I could just teleport them into this situation. Make like an instant swap.
So these kids I don't like...probably like all Christian schools, wheaton has it's pharaisaical(?) crowd. You know the type I'm sure. It's not like they're bad kids, it's just...they're really annoying.
I really don't know what I'm talking about.
So yeah, it's ten days til I come home.
I'm really excited, I can't wait actually. I think it might have been poor planning to go to KY for thanksgiving. Though since my grandma refuses to come out for Christmas it probably was good someone saw her. She's a little difficult that way. Oh well. But still, I can't wait to just have a conversation with someone who really really knows me. I feel like I'm getting to that level here, mainly because senior year made me very outgoing, and very honest. But it's still not the same.
So there's snow everywhere. And apparently it's not leaving for the next five months. Since I still have no idea what that feels like I'm kinda happy. I'm also happy about wearing shorts at home. Yay.
There is only one thing in this life I want. That Jesus Christ might be glorified. I hate it everytime I forget that, I hate everything that pulls me away from that. I hate doubting that will make me happy, I hate it when I just stop caring and give in to despair.
I love it when I realize, God loves me, He loves me, He loves me more than I know. And he always will.
Life is beautiful. Sometimes It's just so perfect it hurts me. Deep inside I can't breathe, I just get choked up and it hurts because it's so beautiful and I never want it to change. I just want it to last forever.
But it doesn't, it can't. If it did it wouldn't be beautiful anymore.
I'm starting to take pictures of things to show you all.
I'm also supposed to be doing homework. Oh well.
I'm scared, I don't know what God wants me to do.
And yet I'm more scared of what i could do to myself. I keep seeing too many things going wrong
There are some people who just get on my nerves. I don't really show it, I'm generally pretty chill but sometimes I just don't want to hang out with them. I still love and respect them, it's just I'd rather not talk to them.
And then there are some people who I really like, and I think. Wow, I wish I could just teleport them into this situation. Make like an instant swap.
So these kids I don't like...probably like all Christian schools, wheaton has it's pharaisaical(?) crowd. You know the type I'm sure. It's not like they're bad kids, it's just...they're really annoying.
I really don't know what I'm talking about.
So yeah, it's ten days til I come home.
I'm really excited, I can't wait actually. I think it might have been poor planning to go to KY for thanksgiving. Though since my grandma refuses to come out for Christmas it probably was good someone saw her. She's a little difficult that way. Oh well. But still, I can't wait to just have a conversation with someone who really really knows me. I feel like I'm getting to that level here, mainly because senior year made me very outgoing, and very honest. But it's still not the same.
So there's snow everywhere. And apparently it's not leaving for the next five months. Since I still have no idea what that feels like I'm kinda happy. I'm also happy about wearing shorts at home. Yay.
There is only one thing in this life I want. That Jesus Christ might be glorified. I hate it everytime I forget that, I hate everything that pulls me away from that. I hate doubting that will make me happy, I hate it when I just stop caring and give in to despair.
I love it when I realize, God loves me, He loves me, He loves me more than I know. And he always will.
Life is beautiful. Sometimes It's just so perfect it hurts me. Deep inside I can't breathe, I just get choked up and it hurts because it's so beautiful and I never want it to change. I just want it to last forever.
But it doesn't, it can't. If it did it wouldn't be beautiful anymore.
I'm starting to take pictures of things to show you all.
I'm also supposed to be doing homework. Oh well.
I'm scared, I don't know what God wants me to do.
And yet I'm more scared of what i could do to myself. I keep seeing too many things going wrong