Oh Brother! Not that it matters anymore but let me call you on one tiny little detail, in case you've forgoten, this is YOUR HOUSE, why should I have to clean up after you all the time ? Although I have resigned myself to the fact that that is indeed what I must do, I still don't see how me not cleaning up after you has anything to do with how I'll run my own house. Note that when I'm not cleaning up after you my room is usuially the clean one and yours is the trashed one. But as Ive said, it doesn't realy matter, so I'm not realy sure why I'm even replying to this .... But what the hell, I'll keep going.The house was clean today because yesterday I stayed up till 2am cleaning it, and spent a bunch of time today cleaning while you watched movies with your friend. The reason the house is clean is because I did it, not because you chose to keep your house this way. If you chose to keep your house this way, then it would have already been the way it is, now wouldn't it ? As I've said, just because I said I'd clean, doesn't mean you have the right to leave your pop bottles and half eaten food and other random crap all over the place. I thought I was your friend not your slave. And for the reccord let me add that I finally got my food stamps, so I could just as easily say I'll pay for my room and bord with food. But I won't. That's fine to do things 'cause you want to, but when you say "I promis I'll have your computer done" and then don't even go get the disks needed to fix it. What is that ? That's braking a promis. When you tell someone you'll call them and then don't, that's braking your word. When you say you're coming over, and then never show up...once again braking your word. I'm not sure where you draw the line, but it sure seams missplaced to me. How the fuck do you get off thinking that me reverting back to someone who is content to be miserable has anything to do with Jo? Did I ever say that ?NO. The reason I'm reverting back is because back then everyone saw me as the "happy Goth" when happy was the last word that would have left my lips. I wore long sleaves to cover the scars, I had money because I never ate. I was miserable... but at the same time, very content. I knew where my place in life was. I knew I had a purpose to fufill. And to that extent, on hind sight I would say I was happy. Right now I couldn't give a damn about Jo.What I Ment by reverting back is to regain that same protection and that same atitude. it had nothing to do with Jo. You're just trying to hurt me now aren't you ?
Not that it matters anymore but let me call you on one tiny little detail, in case you've forgoten, this is YOUR HOUSE, why should I have to clean up after you all the time ? Although I have resigned myself to the fact that that is indeed what I must do, I still don't see how me not cleaning up after you has anything to do with how I'll run my own house. Note that when I'm not cleaning up after you my room is usuially the clean one and yours is the trashed one. But as Ive said, it doesn't realy matter, so I'm not realy sure why I'm even replying to this ....
But what the hell, I'll keep going.The house was clean today because yesterday I stayed up till 2am cleaning it, and spent a bunch of time today cleaning while you watched movies with your friend. The reason the house is clean is because I did it, not because you chose to keep your house this way. If you chose to keep your house this way, then it would have already been the way it is, now wouldn't it ? As I've said, just because I said I'd clean, doesn't mean you have the right to leave your pop bottles and half eaten food and other random crap all over the place. I thought I was your friend not your slave. And for the reccord let me add that I finally got my food stamps, so I could just as easily say I'll pay for my room and bord with food. But I won't.
That's fine to do things 'cause you want to, but when you say "I promis I'll have your computer done" and then don't even go get the disks needed to fix it. What is that ? That's braking a promis. When you tell someone you'll call them and then don't, that's braking your word. When you say you're coming over, and then never show up...once again braking your word. I'm not sure where you draw the line, but it sure seams missplaced to me.
How the fuck do you get off thinking that me reverting back to someone who is content to be miserable has anything to do with Jo? Did I ever say that ?NO.
The reason I'm reverting back is because back then everyone saw me as the "happy Goth" when happy was the last word that would have left my lips. I wore long sleaves to cover the scars, I had money because I never ate. I was miserable... but at the same time, very content. I knew where my place in life was. I knew I had a purpose to fufill. And to that extent, on hind sight I would say I was happy. Right now I couldn't give a damn about Jo.What I Ment by reverting back is to regain that same protection and that same atitude.
it had nothing to do with Jo. You're just trying to hurt me now aren't you ?
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