Feb 07, 2005 23:41
i'm happy right now. at 11:41, with no homework done and wet hair. i love my hair wet, really. it gets all strand-y kinda like sexy dreds... yea. i love tilly and the wall. tap dancing instead of a drummer. pure genius. this is the next cd i buy, along with of montreal and an old clash cd. i'm feeling kind of guilty about all my music theivery with the whole limewire thing, so i figure i need to do my part for starving artists. I MADE PHOTO 2 BITCHES!!!!! WHAT NOW? maybe photographic genius and a dazzling career traveling and capturing the world. maybe not, but there's always hope. hopeful me. haplessly hopeful. i'm thinking maybe that i should go to bed, but i don't wanna. ooo ooo ooo.. here's my schedule for next year, i'm thinking:
ap senior english
ap calc ab*
adv physics*
adv humanities
PHOTO 2!!!!!!
creative writing
computer app. (yeccchh)
beginner tap (tilly and the wall cover band, here i come!)
*if either calculas or astronomy is offered at U of L i'll probably switch into one of those and out of either ap calc or physics, but then i'd also have to sacrifice tap :( but oh well.
i'm also thinking about nathan, and i wish i could see him right now b/c i'm happy, and i'm not usually happy until i see him, so it'd be different to be with him with pre-him happiness. maybe. can't you tell it's 11:55? ALkas;woif'sl;djfAS:if;dklfjas;dklfj.
i decorated several cakes tonight. i thought they were gorgeous. i think i have a gift and should go into cakes professionally. my pies sucked ass, but that's ok b/c they're not really pies anyways, they're just ice cream with a crust, so the people that buy them are stupid and usually fat.
i'm giving up ice cream for lent. not for any religious reason, but simply as a test of my will power. i'm thinking about meat too, maybe. if i can pull off no ice cream (except on valentine's and st. patrick days, b/c of the pretty sprinkles) for 6 weeks, i will emerge a stronger person. maybe then i won't be so weak. that may be redundant, but it makes sense to me. i'm so weak. but if i'm strong maybe i'll be happier and less relient on ...people... to make me happy. that'd probably be good. yes indeedy. i'm not gonna do my homework. how liberating! next i'm going to burn my bra and paint pictures of vaginas on the white house at night! let's make a road trip of it shall we?