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yah havent updated in a while but w/e. All is well i guess. doin the usual thing. workin and partyin as usual. It's not the same now that i'm not at southern. I lost a good friend, but that was kinda my choosing so i cant really complain. U treat sum1 like shit long enough they're gonna get tired of it, and contrary 2 popular belief i'm pretty good at bein an ass. especially to ppl who care about me. I take it for granted that they're always gonna be there and they're not. oh well. The only thing 1 can do in this situation is move on. but to that person, thanks for putting up with my shit as long as you did. I dont blame u for what u did that thurs and i dont blame u for what ur doin now. I've always told u that i'm not and will never be the one for you. Dont worry about Madi. She's gonna take really good care of me i promise. she better anyways or we're gonna have sum real problems lol. She's been a great gf this far and even though i dont really see her as much as i would like we're makin it work. we still have quite a few hurdles to go over. the biggest being her parents but that should work itself out in time i guess. I'm sorry for how i've made you feel in the past and i hope that one day u will grow to understand me better. till then have a nice life. i wish u the best.