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I want to delete my journal and start a new one, as if i were spring cleaning, just to free myself of this journal and then to find a new one, to make a new one and start over again. This journal here holds a lot of pains and to have it as it is currently is just a weight to have. I don't want to destroy it because it teaches lessons and gives me time to reflect on the past-good and bad. Yet, I feel i want to move on to a new one. But i know this new one will still have some of the same pains but it will be forged with new memories. I want to start over. I want something new. I might create a new one. One that will let me open the windows for the first time.