a lonely boy
you are the epitome of strength. i want to be able to just erase your past, i want you to be happy... and safe... secure... but most of all content with yourself. you never give yourself credit for all the success you really have achieved. you are so intelligent. you have so much potential, i want to always be able to look over my shoulder and see you achieve the greatness you're meant to hold. a lot of fucked up shit has happened in your life, and i'm so bitter towards the people that put you through that terrible part of your life... and i pray to whoever is up there that you won't snap the first chance you get. that you will live life healthy because you so choose to. on your own terms, no one elses'. you have such a beautiful heart, and you care with every inch of you. but i really hope you learn to start caring for yourself. i have always loved you, not romantically, but a love different than love that i give to most. you really are family to me. and i will never abandon family, i will never turn my back on you. all the people that have turned their back on you and have given up when you turned the wrong cheek, i never ever did. i always believed in you. i will always have the utmost respect for you. i hope you will always realize your whole life ahead of you. and i know it will be a pleasant one.