ikeda's departure

Dec 28, 2006 02:38

i have an unusual thought abt the people i work with. its weird tat i kindda dislike them but at the same time i am glad tat they are there. i dunno the reason for me feeling this way, but my guess would be i am kindda attached to them like how i am attached to army or rather sead. i guess the only person who knows the lovesick feelin towards sead would be jv. we went through the phase of feeling lost and actually missing the place. alrite, in this case my company is not entirely the same as camp. i dun really take a lot of pride in my current job, i do my bare minimum to make sure i dun get into trouble and infact i can seriously consider myself pretty slack. so not my style though.

and my point is i think i am gonna miss ikeda. he is leaving for japan next month for good. the reasons i heard would be "well his time is up", "he is only suppose to stay for 3 years", "he misses his family". but in actualy fact i guess its becos of farmer, nvr did i realise tat the 2 japanese always exchange verbal arguments during meetings. those japanese conversation among themselves are actually heated verbal debates. and when i spoke to him abt his leaving, his eyes seems to be telling me he dun wanna leave, but at the same time he is glad he is leaving. i guess the presence of farmer jst encourages ikeda to make the decision to ask for his own transfer. yes the reason like the duration he has stay in singapore, his family yadayadayada sound valid. but not as simple as it seems. he is one of the better ones ard. he cares abt his employees and though i almost quarrel with him once becos of my impatience and intolerant towards his lack of understanding of the english language.

and today i saw him walking ard the office looking at random things like the painting on the wall, the aircon, the store and stuffs.. ya it sounds kindda creepy when he is staring at them and mummbling to himself.. but its seems like he is trying to take a mental picture of them of tat he can bring some good memories with him. as fast as it sounds.. he is leaving at the end of next month.. fast indeed.. faster than i thought.
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