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you know, I think I will be the 1st to admit I am pretty emotionally dumb. Matt will be leaving me, to live in LA and I will have to say I miss him but I know I won't be able to continue our relationship. It makes me sad and I know he will find the red-headed girl of his dreams up there in LA who isn't 19 and stupid. It just sucks I am crying about it, it seems everyone I know will leave me. Natalia, Kim, Harry, now Matt. Why can't I go with any of them, I am doomed to be stuck in north county for the rest of my life and everyone leaves me. at this point I don't even want to make friends.