Mar 13, 2007 10:06
how to feel right now. i've cryed and it doesnt make things any better. it sounds stupid but its hard for other people to understand. my dad had obstructive sleep apnea. one of the first in the country to be diagnosed. he had it all my life and i saw what it did to him. memory loss, heart problems and other ones at that.
why bring it up? well i did my sleep study. i stoped 300 times last night. went to bed at 11:30 and up at 7:30. and i was up and down all night. i've been told the total resxults will be back in 3 weeks.
what does this mean?
basicaly i am screwed. i will now have to wear a breathing machine while i sleep for the rest of my life.
i'm terrified.