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holy hell....the icestorm is amazing......i took lots of pictures, and feel just a little dorky for running around kroger's parking lot with my camera...lol
anyways....classes are cool....for classes...hmph..
i seem to have fallen into a slump though which kinda sucks....i guess its because ive been thinking a lot about things that i know i shouldnt...things that happened before, past realationships and such and it just kinda hit me that i miss it....i miss people that i havent talked to or seen since i graduated...i miss some people that i didnt stop talking to...i miss how our relationship used to be...and i guess i was just thinking about how nothing was really resolved, just shoved under the bed and i dont want that...i want to be able to see you and not think, 'ok, when the next time that this is going to fall apart on me?' will it ever fall apart now that its so different? now that we barely talk is there any chance that i will say what i need to? i suppose what im getting at is that everything changes, and sometimes i wish that time would hold still a moment so i can catch my breath...
One thing is certain, and the Rest is Lies;
The Flower that once has blown for ever dies.
anyways....classes are cool....for classes...hmph..
i seem to have fallen into a slump though which kinda sucks....i guess its because ive been thinking a lot about things that i know i shouldnt...things that happened before, past realationships and such and it just kinda hit me that i miss it....i miss people that i havent talked to or seen since i graduated...i miss some people that i didnt stop talking to...i miss how our relationship used to be...and i guess i was just thinking about how nothing was really resolved, just shoved under the bed and i dont want that...i want to be able to see you and not think, 'ok, when the next time that this is going to fall apart on me?' will it ever fall apart now that its so different? now that we barely talk is there any chance that i will say what i need to? i suppose what im getting at is that everything changes, and sometimes i wish that time would hold still a moment so i can catch my breath...
One thing is certain, and the Rest is Lies;
The Flower that once has blown for ever dies.