Sep 27, 2005 22:41
really want to scream and yell right now... short update, long is too much effort
physically shaking. Stupid external crazy, GO AWAY! why can't you be the internal (non-visable) crazy
can't sleep, don't want to eat... one meal a day is enough.
GAH! so much inner death...
*many many loud Profanities*... angry or at least aggrivated. why am i so helpless!?!