and the lord said "let there be bitching"
well i have nothing else to do and fear leaving my room... time to update i think.
a small word to those who would listen. Nobody is trust worthy. Not a damn soul on this entire fucked up planet, and even if you think they are its bullshit they're just taking longer to stab you in the back then other people. GGGRRRRRRRR so much hate and loathing.
I'm feeling the erge to commit some large amount of violence. With Loud shouting, big weapons and lots of things breaking/dieing with possibly heavy/death metal playing
things were going well. i've been with people that make me happy, and got a large collection of new CDs to treasure. i've been doing things to keep me distracted and entertained such as movies, late night outings, painting and sword fighting ... but i fear these are currently past tense and won't be remembered or thought about for far too long. even though recently i have been dwelling on such an occasion of late.
right now i'm just so pissed off its not funny. i'm ready to snap and i don't particularly care at who!... But by tomorrow hopefully my rage will have subsided slightly or at least enough so that i can talk to someone without vainly yelling at the top of my lunges for no good reason.
i hate people so much, and i hate it even more when i let them get to me. i'm entertaining the idea of killing them in thier sleep but such things are the result of foolish rage.
impulseiveness based on hate and emotion seem to be greater enemies then the enemies themselves... silence is the way to kill them and so silent i shall be...
forgive my empty hatefullness...
a small word to those who would listen. Nobody is trust worthy. Not a damn soul on this entire fucked up planet, and even if you think they are its bullshit they're just taking longer to stab you in the back then other people. GGGRRRRRRRR so much hate and loathing.
I'm feeling the erge to commit some large amount of violence. With Loud shouting, big weapons and lots of things breaking/dieing with possibly heavy/death metal playing
things were going well. i've been with people that make me happy, and got a large collection of new CDs to treasure. i've been doing things to keep me distracted and entertained such as movies, late night outings, painting and sword fighting ... but i fear these are currently past tense and won't be remembered or thought about for far too long. even though recently i have been dwelling on such an occasion of late.
right now i'm just so pissed off its not funny. i'm ready to snap and i don't particularly care at who!... But by tomorrow hopefully my rage will have subsided slightly or at least enough so that i can talk to someone without vainly yelling at the top of my lunges for no good reason.
i hate people so much, and i hate it even more when i let them get to me. i'm entertaining the idea of killing them in thier sleep but such things are the result of foolish rage.
impulseiveness based on hate and emotion seem to be greater enemies then the enemies themselves... silence is the way to kill them and so silent i shall be...
forgive my empty hatefullness...