Ryo's inspirations
Today i felt really down..
i'm still feeling pretty down actually
i was thinking.. where is this life bringing me..
i really hate to be trapped in one place like this..
but it seems that i will never be able to leave ...
i hate what i'm doing... i so want freedom....
the world is so large.
and yet, everyday i'm routinely doing the same things over and over again.
does it even mean anything to me??
i want to go off somewhere, i want to try living a new life..
i started reading Ryo's jweb entries from 2006 today.
i never really got down to reading them in concentration all at once..
maa... he is a much more positive person than he looks.
he's saying " i'll ganbare " all the time.
no matter what's he doing. he seems to put in all his effort into making it perfect.
and he loves all that's around him. cherishing his life and work..family and friends..
altho it seems our lives will never cross.
i teared when i was reading his writing...
i want that positive attitude, i want to enjoy life as much as he is. i want to love all that's around me.
Ryo kun, u'll probably never know this.
but ever since i started liking you, and falling into this Johnny's world (which my mom expresses as a well for my $$)
i've been starting to have big imaginations for my life.
I want to explore this world more. my little town is too small for my dreams.
i've been constantly empowered by your smiles and actions, and inspired by your words.
arigatou for existing ne.
i shall ganbare ne. like u do.
i'm still young hopefully.
hope life has more waiting for me..
i'm still feeling pretty down actually
i was thinking.. where is this life bringing me..
i really hate to be trapped in one place like this..
but it seems that i will never be able to leave ...
i hate what i'm doing... i so want freedom....
the world is so large.
and yet, everyday i'm routinely doing the same things over and over again.
does it even mean anything to me??
i want to go off somewhere, i want to try living a new life..
i started reading Ryo's jweb entries from 2006 today.
i never really got down to reading them in concentration all at once..
maa... he is a much more positive person than he looks.
he's saying " i'll ganbare " all the time.
no matter what's he doing. he seems to put in all his effort into making it perfect.
and he loves all that's around him. cherishing his life and work..family and friends..
altho it seems our lives will never cross.
i teared when i was reading his writing...
i want that positive attitude, i want to enjoy life as much as he is. i want to love all that's around me.
Ryo kun, u'll probably never know this.
but ever since i started liking you, and falling into this Johnny's world (which my mom expresses as a well for my $$)
i've been starting to have big imaginations for my life.
I want to explore this world more. my little town is too small for my dreams.
i've been constantly empowered by your smiles and actions, and inspired by your words.
arigatou for existing ne.
i shall ganbare ne. like u do.
i'm still young hopefully.
hope life has more waiting for me..