Sep 25, 2009 14:56
i feel like i have a lot words stuck in the back of my throat that i can't get out. i feel like crying a lot. for no reason. or for every reason. but for nothing new. i want to shutdown my lj. i want to start fresh somewhere new. i want to feel like i could start new somewhere and rebuild. or maybe i should work on rebuilding in real life. i have this entire weekend off, i'm probably going to spend it reading. then being aggrevated on sunday night by the fact that i didn't do anything productive. i was going to post my tilt in here, but i'm not really in the mood. i just remembered that i didn't eat lunch. maybe i'll just wait for dinner. my mood varies every five minutes, not always with any sort of reason. i wish i made more money, or had less bills so i could move out.