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i think im having serious seperation anxiety. i miss so much of everything right now, like i guess its ok im making new friends and im hanging out with them more but its still really hard to accept somethings...like for example me n devon are hardly close anymore...and i dont think shes trying that hard to stay friends and i dont kno if i am either. but i definatly miss her alot and it gets harder every to think that we will probly never have the bond we did before...all this. :-/ and dont even get me started on camp (i kno is sounds lame) but i miss amy sooooo much. her and devon are like 2 completely different ppl...its weird but they were both my best friends that i never see now...even tho amy lives near boston n devon lives 5 minutes away! omfg im gonna be so happy when amy comes out here this winter :-D!!!!!!
devon used to get jealous cuz she thought i liked amy better than her(devons not jealous nemore obviously) and now im jealous of her we never talk nemore we never hang out nemore its really hard cuz ...it just is like it always is, it was with amy and devon they both understood me like no one else did and they didnt make me feel like i had to be someone else i could just be myself
i just miss camp as a whole also (AmySarahMaryChristelleAliHillaryNatalieAdamNicoleJeremy<33333333miss you so much)i would just wake up and actually look forward to it cuz id be with ppl that didnt judge me liek here and i was acted like myself the whole time and wasnt covering up so ppl would like me better. ok ill stop babbling
devon used to get jealous cuz she thought i liked amy better than her(devons not jealous nemore obviously) and now im jealous of her we never talk nemore we never hang out nemore its really hard cuz ...it just is like it always is, it was with amy and devon they both understood me like no one else did and they didnt make me feel like i had to be someone else i could just be myself
i just miss camp as a whole also (AmySarahMaryChristelleAliHillaryNatalieAdamNicoleJeremy<33333333miss you so much)i would just wake up and actually look forward to it cuz id be with ppl that didnt judge me liek here and i was acted like myself the whole time and wasnt covering up so ppl would like me better. ok ill stop babbling