May 07, 2008 23:08
can it be fall already? i want to move out and get going.
...the only thing is that i have no idea how i'm going to leave my cat.
in other news, i'm really going to try to be single for awhile and just focus on myself. tomorrow, after i get out of school and go to my dentist appointment, i am planning to just have an afternoon to myself. i really want to take a run with my dog. i also need to wrap the present for my mom for mom's day and my dad's birthday present for saturday. i might clean my room afterwards or finally watch me, you, and everyone we know. the next few years are really important and i shouldn't be spending time on other people. it sucks to have to say this but it's my time to focus on myself. i need to get my shit done with school and then i will be able to focus on others.
one thing i do want to focus on though is a friendship with a certain person. we are in some type of pattern right now that is becoming hazardous to our relationship. after tonight and hearing what he said, i realize that i just need to take a step back and let be things. i don't want to lose him so i need to respect him.