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Jan 17, 2006 00:28

warning- this entry is once again about my christian faith if you feel uncomfortable then dont read it.

ok so ive been needed celebration. ive been feeling so sad or just numb for soooo long. and now i am finally happy again. celebration is just too amazing to be put into words. happening team was such an awesome experiance. its been kinda long since i last talked to god and spending the whole weekend just praying was just soo rejuvanating(?). i could see the difference in my attitude just in my prayers from when i got there to when i left. i mean the first one was like heavenly father, thank you for letting everyone get here safely. please be with jonathans family, desmonds family, samatha (the girl who shot her mom). please heal amirah, and kelseys mom. amen.
those prayers were transformed into Papa god! its me! well i guess you already knew that. thanks for Jello and its Jelloyy goodness. thanks for trees and for celebration. you are just so amazing lord. you have blessed me in so many ways. thanks for life! thanks for caritas and warm fuzzies. thanks for marshmellowss and for hugs!
i met such amazing people this weekend and renewed my friendships with the okys and north texans. i got to give a talk that went so well i had at least 3 people talk to me about how its helped changed their outlook on life. and helped them with there faith. thats just so awesome to hear, ive made a difference in someones walk with god. it was so awesome that today when i got up at closing cermony everyone cheered and clapped for me and called out my name. i dont want to be here i mean i do cause i love all my other friends its just here life gets you so down so easily. i want to live in my bubble on my christian high. i havnt been this happy in so long. it was just so amazing. and to have kelsey and jamie experiance it was just 10 times better than anything else. ive been able to share with them this huge part of my life and they enjoyed it. papa god you are so amazing, glory be to you!
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