Dec 19, 2007 22:42
.. this from being out of a job thus out of my mind/ out of money so much to say that i had to collect quaters out of the jar to go see movies so i won't loose my mind... leads me to seeing out of 3 movies (thank you 42nd st. amc) one that made me feel awesome. not atonement (overindulgent peice of crappola), no, of course... the second half of Juno. to find a guy who no matter what, no matter what i do, because do is what he loves about me, loves me for everthing that i am and gives thanks for it. he told me last night all these things that i am that he never even considered he is so thankful that i am. AND he loves me dispite the bad bad shit. moreover, because it is easy to love someone dispite the bad bad shit, HE STAYS with me anyway. he wants to be with me every minute of every day. which is great because, even though we poke and tease (sometimes too much) we just want to see eachother's faces all the time.
and ... he thinks the sun shines because of me.
and, that is nice.
PS. this was going to be an entry about my forth coming job and shit and the wait.. but... .
well, you see.