What Happend?
I'm at a loss. I don't know what happend.
Are you really pissed off or are you just stressed and that was the over load point?
I can't call you because your phone is disconnected and you're in the process of moving, and ARG!
Did you think I was yelling at you? I thought I was talking calmly and I know that if you weren't so stressed out it would have gone differently, and I wouldn't be sitting here trying to figure out what I should do to make it better.
I shouldn't have left so soon, but you know I had to leave at some time today. But when I left, I told you to call if you needed help, and well the only thing I know is you haven't even gotten a hold of your parents yet.
Your mom called, and we talked a little bit. I didn't tell her what was said or anything, but I told her there was a little 'something' and that you didn't say much of anything.
The thing that really gets to me is that you didn't say anything at all until you noticed that I had my stuff in my arms and was looking out the window waiting for something. Even a little smile or something. I was sitting there trying to figure out what I said wrong, and the fact that you didn't say anything made me feel like I tore out a peice of your heart and fed it to the cat. I'm pretty sure I've told you before that I won't stay where I feel I'm not wanted. I know you want me and I know you love me, but this morning I felt like you just didn't want me there at all, but at the same time you didn't want me to leave. I didn't know what to do, so I left. I figured it'd would be smart of me to leave. Maybe it wasn't a smart thing, I donno.
All I do know is that I love you, and I didn't mean to hurt you or make you angry. And if you do end up needing help, I hope you call. I hope we can end up finding out what the hell happend so that it won't happen again.
After reading what i wrote I get the feeling like I sound like I'm pointing a finger at you, and I'm not. If anything I'm pointing it at myself. I'm sorry baby. I love you.
Are you really pissed off or are you just stressed and that was the over load point?
I can't call you because your phone is disconnected and you're in the process of moving, and ARG!
Did you think I was yelling at you? I thought I was talking calmly and I know that if you weren't so stressed out it would have gone differently, and I wouldn't be sitting here trying to figure out what I should do to make it better.
I shouldn't have left so soon, but you know I had to leave at some time today. But when I left, I told you to call if you needed help, and well the only thing I know is you haven't even gotten a hold of your parents yet.
Your mom called, and we talked a little bit. I didn't tell her what was said or anything, but I told her there was a little 'something' and that you didn't say much of anything.
The thing that really gets to me is that you didn't say anything at all until you noticed that I had my stuff in my arms and was looking out the window waiting for something. Even a little smile or something. I was sitting there trying to figure out what I said wrong, and the fact that you didn't say anything made me feel like I tore out a peice of your heart and fed it to the cat. I'm pretty sure I've told you before that I won't stay where I feel I'm not wanted. I know you want me and I know you love me, but this morning I felt like you just didn't want me there at all, but at the same time you didn't want me to leave. I didn't know what to do, so I left. I figured it'd would be smart of me to leave. Maybe it wasn't a smart thing, I donno.
All I do know is that I love you, and I didn't mean to hurt you or make you angry. And if you do end up needing help, I hope you call. I hope we can end up finding out what the hell happend so that it won't happen again.
After reading what i wrote I get the feeling like I sound like I'm pointing a finger at you, and I'm not. If anything I'm pointing it at myself. I'm sorry baby. I love you.