update and shit.
Well.
Work sucks. Living with my parents sucks.
Work pay sucks.
Work days suck.
Crystals Aunt Died out of the blue a week ago and her step dad died last week(I watched him go from a guy who could walk and talk to a corpse in less then 3 days. I seen his last breath and cried like a baby).I wish I could have known him a little better but I didnt.He died from liver failure because h had liver cancer cerosis of the liver and complications because of hepititas c. His death was a slow and painfull one. I do know that he to lived in the bay area and has gone fishing at the same spots I fished as a kid.(only time I ever talked to him was at a BBQ a few weeks back but he did recognize me when I walked in the door last monday)
Justin Crystals Brother in law can get me a job.
Crystal has been talking with her mom about me moving in with them.
So Justin getting me a good job x Living with crystal sounds like a plan.
I cannot make a living up here. When fall comes around my job almost completely shuts down.
So working in the Theft department of Tower Records seems like a good idea.
We will see what happens.
I really love Crystal. I hope those feelings remain because I am sick of my easily swayed heart.
It gets me hurt and hurts others that I don't wan't to hurt.
Work sucks. Living with my parents sucks.
Work pay sucks.
Work days suck.
Crystals Aunt Died out of the blue a week ago and her step dad died last week(I watched him go from a guy who could walk and talk to a corpse in less then 3 days. I seen his last breath and cried like a baby).I wish I could have known him a little better but I didnt.He died from liver failure because h had liver cancer cerosis of the liver and complications because of hepititas c. His death was a slow and painfull one. I do know that he to lived in the bay area and has gone fishing at the same spots I fished as a kid.(only time I ever talked to him was at a BBQ a few weeks back but he did recognize me when I walked in the door last monday)
Justin Crystals Brother in law can get me a job.
Crystal has been talking with her mom about me moving in with them.
So Justin getting me a good job x Living with crystal sounds like a plan.
I cannot make a living up here. When fall comes around my job almost completely shuts down.
So working in the Theft department of Tower Records seems like a good idea.
We will see what happens.
I really love Crystal. I hope those feelings remain because I am sick of my easily swayed heart.
It gets me hurt and hurts others that I don't wan't to hurt.