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i'm so confused at this point in my life that i don't even know where to begin to get things back on track.
as always, i find a way to fuck up every good thing going for me in life. it's awesome lemme tell you. now everything feels so awkward... i dunno, i keep trying to tell myself it's all in my head but that never works. thank god i'm working more hours or else i'd really be in trouble. i move back home in 6 days (terrific) & i have until the new year to save up money, find a roommate and move back out. i'm not looking forward to the next 6 months whatsoever except for the fact i get to see my sister & my dog everyday now.
if it weren't for michelle i'd seriously lose my head. i love that girl with my whole heart, she's the only true friend i've got left out there. i need to get myself out there again, start meeting new faces, makin new friends. i duno what's stopping me... i'm shy? i'm convinced nobody likes me? hah sometimes i think i'm crazy. sooo any of you guys who might be reading this & still lives in the fort... please hit me up & save me from my crazy family!
i've been drawing alot more since i took that art class last semester. don't know why i go through periods of time where i just stop altogether. this time i'm stickin to it though, swear it. check out my fishy:
as always, i find a way to fuck up every good thing going for me in life. it's awesome lemme tell you. now everything feels so awkward... i dunno, i keep trying to tell myself it's all in my head but that never works. thank god i'm working more hours or else i'd really be in trouble. i move back home in 6 days (terrific) & i have until the new year to save up money, find a roommate and move back out. i'm not looking forward to the next 6 months whatsoever except for the fact i get to see my sister & my dog everyday now.
if it weren't for michelle i'd seriously lose my head. i love that girl with my whole heart, she's the only true friend i've got left out there. i need to get myself out there again, start meeting new faces, makin new friends. i duno what's stopping me... i'm shy? i'm convinced nobody likes me? hah sometimes i think i'm crazy. sooo any of you guys who might be reading this & still lives in the fort... please hit me up & save me from my crazy family!
i've been drawing alot more since i took that art class last semester. don't know why i go through periods of time where i just stop altogether. this time i'm stickin to it though, swear it. check out my fishy:
