Midnight Contemplations
Ever have those nights where you're INCREDIBLY exhausted? Where every joint hurts and the soles of your feet burn? Where all you want is someone to tuck you in, then crawl in next to you and make it all go away for awhile? You put on a smile for society, finally falling into a fatigued sleep, only to wake up the next morning with a crick in your neck to do it all again. Don't get me wrong, I love my life. If I didn't have anything to bitch and moan about, I think my head would explode. Speaking of which, I'm definitely coming down with something. Or my throat is unhappy with me for yelling out last names and party numbers for 9 hours this afternoon. I can't tell if my nose is a product of allergy rapeage or a serious cold-bug. Whatevs. I'm hardcore.
I wish my mind would give me a moments peace... How is it possible to be so conflicted? More importantly, WHY does the conflict always come at night when I'm all lonely and vunerable? Pshj, dumb question. Because that's the only time when I don't have the energy to fight it off >.< Damn you, inner voices! stfu mofo omgbbq...
Energy = sapped
Lissie = pwned
Open your eyes; I bruise easily...
(Note: Could I get anymore emo? Like, gag... -_-;;)
/end pointless, poorly-articulated bitchfest
I wish my mind would give me a moments peace... How is it possible to be so conflicted? More importantly, WHY does the conflict always come at night when I'm all lonely and vunerable? Pshj, dumb question. Because that's the only time when I don't have the energy to fight it off >.< Damn you, inner voices! stfu mofo omgbbq...
Energy = sapped
Lissie = pwned
Open your eyes; I bruise easily...
(Note: Could I get anymore emo? Like, gag... -_-;;)
/end pointless, poorly-articulated bitchfest