close your eyes, count backwards..♥
So today was supposed to be my first day of school, but uhmm.. I guess my alarm clock hates me. I stayed home & talked to Nikki most of the day. I ended up talking to Robbie about some things, I'm not happy with how it ended.. hoenstly. I'm really upset that there's not a thing I can do about this. If you really like a person, then you put everything else behind you.. meaning just because we go to different schools doesn't mean we won't be able to see each other everyday. Maybe I just don't understand, maybe I won't ever forget about him, and it's really going to affect things. Okay, enough about that..
Tomorrow SHOULD be my first day of school, I'm waking up @ 6, and I'm leaving early to talk to my counceler, or whatev. I've made it twere I have all my classes with michelle, I wonder how that will go. /:
I had counceling tonight, the lady almost made me cry, and it takes alot to get me crying. She brought up about my dad dying, and I just hate when people do that. I guess she came to a conclusion.. the reason why I do what I want, and tell my mom what to do, and why I act like I can control everyone and everything is because of how my dad treated me when I was little? It made alot of sense earlier, I don't know. My mom said one of these days she's going to tell the judge how I verbally abuse her. Which is only going to put me back in childrens village.
I'm not putting this in here to get some shit thrown back in my face, therefore don't leave a comment if it's going to mean nothing to me.
Tomorrow after school, I'm hanging out with Hannah & Aaron, which makes me really happy. I miss my boo, and I haven't seen her in a while. Well, like 4 days, :]
Tomorrow SHOULD be my first day of school, I'm waking up @ 6, and I'm leaving early to talk to my counceler, or whatev. I've made it twere I have all my classes with michelle, I wonder how that will go. /:
I had counceling tonight, the lady almost made me cry, and it takes alot to get me crying. She brought up about my dad dying, and I just hate when people do that. I guess she came to a conclusion.. the reason why I do what I want, and tell my mom what to do, and why I act like I can control everyone and everything is because of how my dad treated me when I was little? It made alot of sense earlier, I don't know. My mom said one of these days she's going to tell the judge how I verbally abuse her. Which is only going to put me back in childrens village.
I'm not putting this in here to get some shit thrown back in my face, therefore don't leave a comment if it's going to mean nothing to me.
Tomorrow after school, I'm hanging out with Hannah & Aaron, which makes me really happy. I miss my boo, and I haven't seen her in a while. Well, like 4 days, :]