Oh hey, I wrote another tiny thing....
Over on tumblr 
mcshep_everyday posted these two pictures from "Condemned."
Which made me think of that run on sort of ficlet thing I wrote a while back--you can find it here
So, I remixed it from Rodney's POV.
Being angry is kind of Rodney's default so it's easy to pretend that he's pissed off. Better John thinks Rodney's being his usual grumpy self than he guesses the truth. Because the truth is...well, the truth Rodney's collared and on his knees and John's sitting there looking at him and it's all too much. He's pretty sure John isn't even gay and even if he were, he's probably vanilla as all fuck. He's probably the kind of guy who thinks a rim job is the height of dirty bad wrong sex and oh, thinking that was a real mistake because Rodney would be happy to spend hours worshiping John's ass.
He tries to shift back from horny to grumpy, but apparently he doesn't do a very good job of it because John suddenly gives him this look like John's checking him out and really liking what he sees and even the toughest tops Rodney's ever played with never looked at him like this. Rodney can't help it, he lowers his gaze and he can feel his shoulders squaring off as he adjusts his posture.
And then Torrell comes in and there are threats and blaster fire and the moment, if there ever was one, is gone. Rodney can't think about it, can't let himself be distracted and he's actually kind of glad that Torrell shoots at him because wow, it turns out almost getting his head blown off is a good way to lose a pesky erection. By the time the exceedingly long day is over, Rodney's convinced himself that nothing happened back in that stupid hut.
But then, right after Rodney's showered, his door chimes and Sheppard pushes his way in and looks tongue-tied for just a moment before he gets it together and holds out one of the collars. Just like that, Rodney can feel his posture getting better as he looks down at the floor.
Earlier the collar was an annoyance but now, when John buckles it carefully around his neck, it's the best thing ever. But no, being on his knees with John's dick in his mouth is the best thing ever and then....
And then Rodney can't even think any more because John's pulling his belt off and God, John's not just kinky; he's good at it. He makes Rodney cry and nobody's ever done that to him the first time because Rodney doesn't let go like this, never lets go like this. And then John's fucking him and Rodney's babbling although he has no real idea what he's saying because he's already so far gone and he wants to come, he needs to come, but for once in his life he wants to be good because it's John and he's spent over a year trying to live up to John's expectations and this isn't any different. And when John says "come for me Rodney" Rodney comes and it's a little like dying only it's not because when he can think again John's still there and Rodney's still breathing and heaven has nothing on this.
Later, when John's hand is resting on the back of his neck and John says "mine," Rodney laughs a little because way to state the obvious John, but all he does is say "well duh."
PS. Earlier I said I wanted to break 10K on my Reversebang. Instead, I wrote this. The problem I'm running into with Revesebang is that I'm looking at at least 30K maybe even more. I'll finish it, but I hope I'll maintain my momentum for Atlantis Big Bang.
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mcshep_everyday posted these two pictures from "Condemned."
Which made me think of that run on sort of ficlet thing I wrote a while back--you can find it here
So, I remixed it from Rodney's POV.
Being angry is kind of Rodney's default so it's easy to pretend that he's pissed off. Better John thinks Rodney's being his usual grumpy self than he guesses the truth. Because the truth is...well, the truth Rodney's collared and on his knees and John's sitting there looking at him and it's all too much. He's pretty sure John isn't even gay and even if he were, he's probably vanilla as all fuck. He's probably the kind of guy who thinks a rim job is the height of dirty bad wrong sex and oh, thinking that was a real mistake because Rodney would be happy to spend hours worshiping John's ass.
He tries to shift back from horny to grumpy, but apparently he doesn't do a very good job of it because John suddenly gives him this look like John's checking him out and really liking what he sees and even the toughest tops Rodney's ever played with never looked at him like this. Rodney can't help it, he lowers his gaze and he can feel his shoulders squaring off as he adjusts his posture.
And then Torrell comes in and there are threats and blaster fire and the moment, if there ever was one, is gone. Rodney can't think about it, can't let himself be distracted and he's actually kind of glad that Torrell shoots at him because wow, it turns out almost getting his head blown off is a good way to lose a pesky erection. By the time the exceedingly long day is over, Rodney's convinced himself that nothing happened back in that stupid hut.
But then, right after Rodney's showered, his door chimes and Sheppard pushes his way in and looks tongue-tied for just a moment before he gets it together and holds out one of the collars. Just like that, Rodney can feel his posture getting better as he looks down at the floor.
Earlier the collar was an annoyance but now, when John buckles it carefully around his neck, it's the best thing ever. But no, being on his knees with John's dick in his mouth is the best thing ever and then....
And then Rodney can't even think any more because John's pulling his belt off and God, John's not just kinky; he's good at it. He makes Rodney cry and nobody's ever done that to him the first time because Rodney doesn't let go like this, never lets go like this. And then John's fucking him and Rodney's babbling although he has no real idea what he's saying because he's already so far gone and he wants to come, he needs to come, but for once in his life he wants to be good because it's John and he's spent over a year trying to live up to John's expectations and this isn't any different. And when John says "come for me Rodney" Rodney comes and it's a little like dying only it's not because when he can think again John's still there and Rodney's still breathing and heaven has nothing on this.
Later, when John's hand is resting on the back of his neck and John says "mine," Rodney laughs a little because way to state the obvious John, but all he does is say "well duh."
PS. Earlier I said I wanted to break 10K on my Reversebang. Instead, I wrote this. The problem I'm running into with Revesebang is that I'm looking at at least 30K maybe even more. I'll finish it, but I hope I'll maintain my momentum for Atlantis Big Bang.
crossposted from http://telesilla.dreamwidth.org/289129.html |
comments | you can comment at my DW using OpenID