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Crap...why did austin have to go and say he loves me *slams head onto desk* DAMN IT!
ugh now I understand why I can't get over him...he keeps tugging me by the heartstrings...he'll say something like tonight "I still love you just the same"...and he already knows my reply I know he does...I don't know what he is thinking but I can't handle this right now...I already miss him and Matt enough to last me a lifetime.
Now I want to cry.
Haunted by Evanescence
long lost words whisper slowly to me
still can't find what keeps me here
when all this time i've been so hollow inside
watching me wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
fearing you loving you
i won't let you pull me down
hunting you i can smell you - alive
your heart pounding in my head
watching me wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
saving me raping me watching me
watching me...wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
fearing you...loving you
i won't let you pull me down
ugh now I understand why I can't get over him...he keeps tugging me by the heartstrings...he'll say something like tonight "I still love you just the same"...and he already knows my reply I know he does...I don't know what he is thinking but I can't handle this right now...I already miss him and Matt enough to last me a lifetime.
Now I want to cry.
Haunted by Evanescence
long lost words whisper slowly to me
still can't find what keeps me here
when all this time i've been so hollow inside
watching me wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
fearing you loving you
i won't let you pull me down
hunting you i can smell you - alive
your heart pounding in my head
watching me wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
saving me raping me watching me
watching me...wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
fearing you...loving you
i won't let you pull me down