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I. Am. MAD. At. Austin.
He is SUCH a jerk sometimes. I don't know why I freakin love him. I was talkin to him on the phone and he was COMPLETELY ignoring me. Then he asked why I keep up wit him. I said:
1. Because he is one of my best friends.
and 2. I STILL FREAKIN LOVE HIM
Thats the first time I ever said it to him out loud. I think it freaked him out but ANYWAY...right after that he said he needed to go get ready for something. I accused him of avoiding the situation. He said he wasn't but I know he was. And I freakin got pissed and hung up on the b*stard. I swear I don't know why I love him so much. He is a jerk. He doesn't give a d*mn about me. If I could have one thing for christmas, it would be to STOP LOVING HIM. I know that is harsh but I do.
*tears brim her eyes* I am about to start crying so I need to stop thinking about this. I can't cry again...I told him, promised him that I would try to not cry about him. Countless times I already have...what the hell is wrong with me?
He is SUCH a jerk sometimes. I don't know why I freakin love him. I was talkin to him on the phone and he was COMPLETELY ignoring me. Then he asked why I keep up wit him. I said:
1. Because he is one of my best friends.
and 2. I STILL FREAKIN LOVE HIM
Thats the first time I ever said it to him out loud. I think it freaked him out but ANYWAY...right after that he said he needed to go get ready for something. I accused him of avoiding the situation. He said he wasn't but I know he was. And I freakin got pissed and hung up on the b*stard. I swear I don't know why I love him so much. He is a jerk. He doesn't give a d*mn about me. If I could have one thing for christmas, it would be to STOP LOVING HIM. I know that is harsh but I do.
*tears brim her eyes* I am about to start crying so I need to stop thinking about this. I can't cry again...I told him, promised him that I would try to not cry about him. Countless times I already have...what the hell is wrong with me?