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why hello hello

so its a lovely day at 4:30 in the morning ..
i just got home from the sacstate dorms
hanging out with whitney roller and emily cook
its been so long since ive seen those kids
we jsut drove around chatting and grabbing food and then back to whit's room for a little veg time

i must say i felt sortof bad
i was really tired so i wasnt my normal talkative happy self
just alot quieter then i normally am
i really hope i get in there
i cant say how much i want that
ar is cool enough
but honestly sac is such a better fit for me socially and in the long run
ill be at a four year school, meaning i can transfer again if i want or otherwise ill atleast already be at a fouryear school to get my degree

so in regards to boys
what can i say
theres a few i think are nice/cute
i wish i could get up the courage to say something
damn my shyness sometimes

i wish people just had neon blinking signs over their heads that said
either:
"single", "taken", "wants you"

it would make life so much easier
cause id hate to ask someone out and to not have it reciprocated
or to make things awkward