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I talked to Dennis tonight .. or rather he messaged me and we talked. For the first time in the past 3 days I feel alright. I really just needed to hear an apology from him. Sure I'll probably still have a few issues with things but in general I'm ok. We're still going driving on Wednesday, and maybe I'll make a good friend out of this. For once I feel like I can sleep easy and be ok. The only thing I am surprised with is my sister really hasn't said anything to me about this. Dennis did before she did. I don't know maybe we will talk about it .. and maybe we wont .. I guess we'll see. I am a little curious. Although the past two nights shes had a lot of studying and homework but she gets on the comp to IM him .. now my sister NEVER uses AIM .. but all the sudden she is. I messaged her tonight and said that I love her .. but she should find a better time to talk to Dennis like tomorrow night because then she'll be on spring break. I blew off school work for guys in the past and it got me nowhere ... not only will she screw herself over if she starts slacking in school but my mom will kill her too. Now I play the concerned sister. And am currently out to flirt. :)