we've come full circle

Apr 25, 2007 14:20

i'm kinda back at square one
after the craziness that has been the past couple months.
i'm over dudes. kind of went through them like a pack of cigarettes.
realizations:
while not all guys are assholes, the ones i pick tend to be.
you're never going to find a cool dude at a bar.
if you never want to talk to a guy ever again, just have a one-night stand with him.
i'd rather go home by myself, then have to deal with sharing my bed and sacrificing sleep.
it is NOT HARD to sleep with someone. (next time i have a dry spell, it's comforting to know 'do you want to do back to my place?' always works.)
i would actually be nice to be in a relationship (well....i at least know that i don't like one-night stands).
i'm fine being by myself.

i'm trying to get over drinking.
the problem is that i have a hard time sitting at my house, alone, at night.
i assume there's always something more interesting going on.
9 times outta 10, that's not the case.
a lot of times i think that i do most of my shenanigans out of boredom.

well, here's to developing a home life....
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