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i have a year lease.
i live next to lawyers.
i realized today that it is everything i despised in high school.
i hate this.
i avoid playing music, school-related.
i'm reading ayn rand's 'the fountainhead' instead.
i want to get out of this town so badly.
i'm sick of the people i see on the streets.
a clusterfuck of crookies, ugg boots and north face jackets.
i'm not depressed, per se.
i just can't see any reason to be happy.
what's to look forward to?
i feel the walls closing in.
fight or flight kicking in.
i don't want to do this anymore.
i live next to lawyers.
i realized today that it is everything i despised in high school.
i hate this.
i avoid playing music, school-related.
i'm reading ayn rand's 'the fountainhead' instead.
i want to get out of this town so badly.
i'm sick of the people i see on the streets.
a clusterfuck of crookies, ugg boots and north face jackets.
i'm not depressed, per se.
i just can't see any reason to be happy.
what's to look forward to?
i feel the walls closing in.
fight or flight kicking in.
i don't want to do this anymore.