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Last night was cool, but my internet is going berserk, so I'm trying to write fast.
Basically, my goal for today is to have a technician come to the house and look at the internet cable, because tech support said that's where my problem is.
I'm not shaving today, so I hopefully look older.
If you need to contact me for any reason, please call my cell phone.
382-7035
Name
1) What is your name: Pat
2) Do you feel that your name adequately suits you: No, it's very Irish, when I'm not
3) Would you change your name, and if so, why: No, it would feel very artificial
4) Would you be troubled if your children could not retain your surname: Slightly but not terribly
Heritage
5) What is your ethnic heritage: Armenian, German, Irish
6) Do you easily identify with your ethnic heritage: I'm quite proud of it, besides the Irish part, which I feel absolutely no connection to.
7) Have you ever felt persecuted or looked down upon because of your heritage: Not to be racist, but, a proud German going to a predominantly Jewish school is going to receive some flak.
Physical Aspects
8) Are you satisfied with your appearance: Slightly, I think I look too ... ethnic.
9) Would you say that your appearance deviates from societal ideals: Definitely.
10) Do you tend to believe that friends tell you that you are good looking only to avoid
hurting your feelings: I often do, because what friend is going to tell you that you're ugly?
11) Have you ever felt superior or inferior to others because of your height: At times I'll feel inferior around taller men.
Food
12) What is your favorite cuisine: South/South East Asian
13) Do you prefer foods that have a familiar or exotic taste: The more exotic the better
14) Would you be willing to try foreign delicacies that would be considered revolting in
your own country: Possibly. I'd try something like a bug, but maybe not a raw seal eye. I do enjoy sweet breads.
Music
15) What is your taste in music like: Eclectic, I listen to heavy metal, techno, classical, mariachi, punjabi pop, and God knows what else.
16) Are you generally open to listening to new types of music, or are you very specific in
what you listen to: Always open to trying new stuff
17) If you had to pick a favorite band, which would it be, and why: Rammstein. 1) They sing in German. 2) They have a very interesting sound, mixing heavy guitars with different keyboard effects 3) Their lyrics are clever and read like poetry
Clothing
18) What sort of clothing do you typically wear: Black t-shirt and black shorts. Trenchcoat on top when it's not summer.
19) Is clothing an import outlet of expression for you: I'd say so. I always think clothing tells something about a person's personality.
20) Do you purposefully wear baggy clothing to conceal your figure, or wear revealing clothing to make you more desirable: The former, I don't feel very comfortable about my figure. The more covered up I am, the less vulnerable I feel. My trench coat is like a suit of visual armor.
Romance/Sexuality
21) Has your perception of a person’s physical appearance ever changed with your
opinion of them: Yeah. People who were originally visually uninteresting have become quite stunning to me.
22) At any time in your life have you felt that you had not met any person worthy of your
romantic attention: I did feel that way, for a while. Can you blame me with the school I go to?
23) Would you prefer an extended, meaningful relationship, or a series of short, exciting
ones: I'd take the latter, probably just because I'd get to experience a lot more things.
24) Have you ever felt that unrequited love was worth the suffering in order to have
somebody to want: Yes, I definitely have.
25) Does shallow physical intimacy make you feel wanted: I can't really talk from experience here.
26) Does it mean something to you to feel wanted, even if you dislike the person who
feels that way towards you: I don't think it would mean much to me, but I've never felt romantically wanted
27) Would you enjoy being an object of desire: I would not, because those who desired me would not really appreciate who I am.
Spirituality
28) Do you follow any form of organized religion: Yes, Protestantism.
29) If not, do you still believe in the possibility of higher powers: -
30) Has faith ever helped you through trouble in life: It has given me hope in the past. Not so much as of late.
31) Does fear ever cause you to feel more faithful: I am at my most faithful when I am scared.
32) Have you ever felt persecuted for what you believe in: No, I really haven't. However, I have felt ignored because of it.
Basically, my goal for today is to have a technician come to the house and look at the internet cable, because tech support said that's where my problem is.
I'm not shaving today, so I hopefully look older.
If you need to contact me for any reason, please call my cell phone.
382-7035
Name
1) What is your name: Pat
2) Do you feel that your name adequately suits you: No, it's very Irish, when I'm not
3) Would you change your name, and if so, why: No, it would feel very artificial
4) Would you be troubled if your children could not retain your surname: Slightly but not terribly
Heritage
5) What is your ethnic heritage: Armenian, German, Irish
6) Do you easily identify with your ethnic heritage: I'm quite proud of it, besides the Irish part, which I feel absolutely no connection to.
7) Have you ever felt persecuted or looked down upon because of your heritage: Not to be racist, but, a proud German going to a predominantly Jewish school is going to receive some flak.
Physical Aspects
8) Are you satisfied with your appearance: Slightly, I think I look too ... ethnic.
9) Would you say that your appearance deviates from societal ideals: Definitely.
10) Do you tend to believe that friends tell you that you are good looking only to avoid
hurting your feelings: I often do, because what friend is going to tell you that you're ugly?
11) Have you ever felt superior or inferior to others because of your height: At times I'll feel inferior around taller men.
Food
12) What is your favorite cuisine: South/South East Asian
13) Do you prefer foods that have a familiar or exotic taste: The more exotic the better
14) Would you be willing to try foreign delicacies that would be considered revolting in
your own country: Possibly. I'd try something like a bug, but maybe not a raw seal eye. I do enjoy sweet breads.
Music
15) What is your taste in music like: Eclectic, I listen to heavy metal, techno, classical, mariachi, punjabi pop, and God knows what else.
16) Are you generally open to listening to new types of music, or are you very specific in
what you listen to: Always open to trying new stuff
17) If you had to pick a favorite band, which would it be, and why: Rammstein. 1) They sing in German. 2) They have a very interesting sound, mixing heavy guitars with different keyboard effects 3) Their lyrics are clever and read like poetry
Clothing
18) What sort of clothing do you typically wear: Black t-shirt and black shorts. Trenchcoat on top when it's not summer.
19) Is clothing an import outlet of expression for you: I'd say so. I always think clothing tells something about a person's personality.
20) Do you purposefully wear baggy clothing to conceal your figure, or wear revealing clothing to make you more desirable: The former, I don't feel very comfortable about my figure. The more covered up I am, the less vulnerable I feel. My trench coat is like a suit of visual armor.
Romance/Sexuality
21) Has your perception of a person’s physical appearance ever changed with your
opinion of them: Yeah. People who were originally visually uninteresting have become quite stunning to me.
22) At any time in your life have you felt that you had not met any person worthy of your
romantic attention: I did feel that way, for a while. Can you blame me with the school I go to?
23) Would you prefer an extended, meaningful relationship, or a series of short, exciting
ones: I'd take the latter, probably just because I'd get to experience a lot more things.
24) Have you ever felt that unrequited love was worth the suffering in order to have
somebody to want: Yes, I definitely have.
25) Does shallow physical intimacy make you feel wanted: I can't really talk from experience here.
26) Does it mean something to you to feel wanted, even if you dislike the person who
feels that way towards you: I don't think it would mean much to me, but I've never felt romantically wanted
27) Would you enjoy being an object of desire: I would not, because those who desired me would not really appreciate who I am.
Spirituality
28) Do you follow any form of organized religion: Yes, Protestantism.
29) If not, do you still believe in the possibility of higher powers: -
30) Has faith ever helped you through trouble in life: It has given me hope in the past. Not so much as of late.
31) Does fear ever cause you to feel more faithful: I am at my most faithful when I am scared.
32) Have you ever felt persecuted for what you believe in: No, I really haven't. However, I have felt ignored because of it.