Sad thoughts......The truth....
ok....so this sis wanted the update on our bf...(hehe, inside joke)....
well to tell the truth i've been avoiding the whole situation...about week or so he decided that it was weird for him being in a "long distance" relationship...i said FUCK THAT since i have a great friend who lives more than two hours away and only gets to see her gf like months at a time and when she does its not that much time...
Matt didnt see it this way...i figured, well maybe since this was out of the blue, that maybe he had either cheated or thought about it. i asked him and he said no, but u know what, i dont even want to think about it...everything was going soooo well, and yeah i was a lil selfish before i left (well a lot)... but hey, he IS my first BF EVER and treated me better then any other guy i was ever talking to...
which also pissed me off because he told me that he didnt want an open relationship for void fillers while we were apart, but that he just wanted to dumb down the relationship to "talking"...well that doesnt cut it, because now "talking" reminds me of another, now associate, asshole not to be named and so it brought me off edge...but hey! this is vacation so no drama...he now has this image that when i get back to school that we will continued where left off, but we havent been talking at all like we used to, and we've been having arguments for no reason without any explainations or ways to solve them.... but oh well....it's time to infiltrate operation "FUN"!!!!
well to tell the truth i've been avoiding the whole situation...about week or so he decided that it was weird for him being in a "long distance" relationship...i said FUCK THAT since i have a great friend who lives more than two hours away and only gets to see her gf like months at a time and when she does its not that much time...
Matt didnt see it this way...i figured, well maybe since this was out of the blue, that maybe he had either cheated or thought about it. i asked him and he said no, but u know what, i dont even want to think about it...everything was going soooo well, and yeah i was a lil selfish before i left (well a lot)... but hey, he IS my first BF EVER and treated me better then any other guy i was ever talking to...
which also pissed me off because he told me that he didnt want an open relationship for void fillers while we were apart, but that he just wanted to dumb down the relationship to "talking"...well that doesnt cut it, because now "talking" reminds me of another, now associate, asshole not to be named and so it brought me off edge...but hey! this is vacation so no drama...he now has this image that when i get back to school that we will continued where left off, but we havent been talking at all like we used to, and we've been having arguments for no reason without any explainations or ways to solve them.... but oh well....it's time to infiltrate operation "FUN"!!!!