Folkerson's Survey
Here we go.
1. Where are you answering this from?
128 Abbott Hall, Bishop's University, Lennoxville, Quebec, Canada, North America, Earth, Orion Arm, Milky Way Galaxy.
2. What are you listening to right now?
The sounds of my keyboard/computer fan.
3. What are you supposed to be doing right now that you are not?
Sleeping
4. What's missing in your life the most right now?
Sex.
5. Who's your favourite Beatle?
Probably one of the big bad beatle borgs (remember them?)
6. When someone asks you what kind of music you listen to, what do you respond?
Electronica
7. What's your favourite beer and hard alcohol?
Keiths and... there are so many to name... Polar Ice, Smirnoff, Goldschlager, Captain Morgan Spiced... the list goes on and on.
8. Do you a) smoke b) drink to get drunk c) smoke pot/hash d) do other drugs anytime?
Yes to all of the above.
9. Does it bother you if someone does any of the above and you don't? This includes harder drugs than shrooms.
As long as they do it safely it's fine with me.
10. Favourite genre book/movie?
Quasi-sci-fi/fantasy usually, but I really can read/watch anything.
11. What decorates your bedroom?
Posters. Any my fish.
12. What's your favourite season?
Late Spring/Early Fall
13. Do you like your school/job/lack thereof?
School, yes. Lack of job, yes.
14. Warmth or coolness?
Depends on the context. The warmth of a lover, but the coolness in the air.
15. Favourite sport to play/watch?
Is poker a sport? Soccer, tennis, badminton.
16. Last show you've been to, one you're looking forward to most?
Last show... lessee... Give Us A Week And We'll Give You Hardcore. Most definitely a good time. i wouldn't know a lot of the people I do now if I didn't go to that. One I'm looking forward to? The next Scorched Production.
17. Person you don't see enough of?
Too many to name.
18. Are you happy?
Kind of broad. I guess I'll go off on a tangent here and give you something to read. I had this conversation earlier with Folkerson. The question I asked was more or less "Are you happy with your accomplishments up until this point in your life?" And I just listened to him talk about it. I haven't really given it much though myself. I mean, there are things that I'd absolutely love to change right now, but I don't have the ability to, and I accept that. On the whole, I'd say I'm happy, but I know that there are certain aspects that I'm really not happy with. I think it's something deep that I have to think about for a long time before I can bring it to the surface to have an open dialogue with myself about this. So don't expect anything here. Maybe that's it. Maybe I expect people not to expect things from me because I'd rather keep it inside rather than be vulnerable and letting my insides really show. Not so much in an emotional sense, but more like a incorporeal "this is fundamentally who I am" kind of sense. The events of this past week have been kind of kick starting my brain into thinking about the current situation. The entirety of my existence, as it is, right now. I brought this up with Folkerson earlier as well. I think the thing that would make me the most happy right now is to have the ability to just get up, and go somewhere, without thinking where, without knowing what's going to happen. Just wandering until I feel like heading home. I think that would make me happier, but circumstances prevent that. I accept this.
And I just made peace with myself.
1. Where are you answering this from?
128 Abbott Hall, Bishop's University, Lennoxville, Quebec, Canada, North America, Earth, Orion Arm, Milky Way Galaxy.
2. What are you listening to right now?
The sounds of my keyboard/computer fan.
3. What are you supposed to be doing right now that you are not?
Sleeping
4. What's missing in your life the most right now?
Sex.
5. Who's your favourite Beatle?
Probably one of the big bad beatle borgs (remember them?)
6. When someone asks you what kind of music you listen to, what do you respond?
Electronica
7. What's your favourite beer and hard alcohol?
Keiths and... there are so many to name... Polar Ice, Smirnoff, Goldschlager, Captain Morgan Spiced... the list goes on and on.
8. Do you a) smoke b) drink to get drunk c) smoke pot/hash d) do other drugs anytime?
Yes to all of the above.
9. Does it bother you if someone does any of the above and you don't? This includes harder drugs than shrooms.
As long as they do it safely it's fine with me.
10. Favourite genre book/movie?
Quasi-sci-fi/fantasy usually, but I really can read/watch anything.
11. What decorates your bedroom?
Posters. Any my fish.
12. What's your favourite season?
Late Spring/Early Fall
13. Do you like your school/job/lack thereof?
School, yes. Lack of job, yes.
14. Warmth or coolness?
Depends on the context. The warmth of a lover, but the coolness in the air.
15. Favourite sport to play/watch?
Is poker a sport? Soccer, tennis, badminton.
16. Last show you've been to, one you're looking forward to most?
Last show... lessee... Give Us A Week And We'll Give You Hardcore. Most definitely a good time. i wouldn't know a lot of the people I do now if I didn't go to that. One I'm looking forward to? The next Scorched Production.
17. Person you don't see enough of?
Too many to name.
18. Are you happy?
Kind of broad. I guess I'll go off on a tangent here and give you something to read. I had this conversation earlier with Folkerson. The question I asked was more or less "Are you happy with your accomplishments up until this point in your life?" And I just listened to him talk about it. I haven't really given it much though myself. I mean, there are things that I'd absolutely love to change right now, but I don't have the ability to, and I accept that. On the whole, I'd say I'm happy, but I know that there are certain aspects that I'm really not happy with. I think it's something deep that I have to think about for a long time before I can bring it to the surface to have an open dialogue with myself about this. So don't expect anything here. Maybe that's it. Maybe I expect people not to expect things from me because I'd rather keep it inside rather than be vulnerable and letting my insides really show. Not so much in an emotional sense, but more like a incorporeal "this is fundamentally who I am" kind of sense. The events of this past week have been kind of kick starting my brain into thinking about the current situation. The entirety of my existence, as it is, right now. I brought this up with Folkerson earlier as well. I think the thing that would make me the most happy right now is to have the ability to just get up, and go somewhere, without thinking where, without knowing what's going to happen. Just wandering until I feel like heading home. I think that would make me happier, but circumstances prevent that. I accept this.
And I just made peace with myself.