OMG
Two updates in a month! Isn't this crazy? So I guess I should be studying but I do believe that writing in my LJ is a much more constructive waste of time. Lately I've been coming up with wierd things off the top of my head and wanting to make poetry out of them. I might share it. i guess you'll just have to wait and see.
I wanna come home. But at the same time, i don't. There's so much more freedom here, and that's exactly what I crave. The freedom to not get up some days. The freedom to procrastinate on cleaning my room and not have anyone nagging at me to clean it. Just... General freedom. It's amazing.
I've been down a lot lately as well, but I'm putting off this image that screams that everything is alright. It's not so much that I'm depressed, it's just a general mental state of blah-ness. Everything spins and turns and yet nothing gets accomplished. It's like... the end of something great that nobody ever recognized.... I don't know where that came from or whether it had anything to do with anything I just wrote.
I have a new plug for my ear (Exact gauges! Yay!)
That is all.
Love me.
I wanna come home. But at the same time, i don't. There's so much more freedom here, and that's exactly what I crave. The freedom to not get up some days. The freedom to procrastinate on cleaning my room and not have anyone nagging at me to clean it. Just... General freedom. It's amazing.
I've been down a lot lately as well, but I'm putting off this image that screams that everything is alright. It's not so much that I'm depressed, it's just a general mental state of blah-ness. Everything spins and turns and yet nothing gets accomplished. It's like... the end of something great that nobody ever recognized.... I don't know where that came from or whether it had anything to do with anything I just wrote.
I have a new plug for my ear (Exact gauges! Yay!)
That is all.
Love me.