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My feelings are valid. All of my feelings are real and valid. You have crushed me. You sucked the life out of me - although i kind of let you and then you laid me down to rest. And there i rested, too tired to move.
I loved you so hard, so much, so real. I never felt as much from you. You were too involved in your own shit to realize that there were two people in the picture. You failed to realize that i had needs. You failed to realize that even though i am strong i have feelings too.
I let you invalidate me and you did it. And i let you.
God damnit, i matter.
I feel so broken, so tired, angry.... Confused. I could never do what you did to someone that i loved.
You molded me like a peice of clay and i sat there and let you rub your hands all over my maliable body.
And then the real question becomes, the real problem becomes, why did i let you do this to me?
I loved you so hard, so much, so real. I never felt as much from you. You were too involved in your own shit to realize that there were two people in the picture. You failed to realize that i had needs. You failed to realize that even though i am strong i have feelings too.
I let you invalidate me and you did it. And i let you.
God damnit, i matter.
I feel so broken, so tired, angry.... Confused. I could never do what you did to someone that i loved.
You molded me like a peice of clay and i sat there and let you rub your hands all over my maliable body.
And then the real question becomes, the real problem becomes, why did i let you do this to me?