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[teknofaerie707]

I think i am okay.

I think.

I hope.

I am not eating... This is bad. I knew as soon as i started having problems in my life my eating habits would go to shit - meaning be non existant.

I have therapy tomorrow... Thank god.

I am shaking and my heart is beating too fast - i can't believe that i used to feel this way all the time. It sucks.

Fuck.

I am not one to pray... But today i prayed. I don't know to what, but i did.