Fayt brought me to this point

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… I haven’t slept in 2 days and tonight I just cant sleep (over tired?). I feel like I’m tripping balls but this time I dun wanna! Schools been hell. The only thing keeping me awake is school are my meds and with the sleep depervation combo, I’m just a zombie quietly doing work. I mostly blame Star Ocean… That game has honestly become my crack and not in the cliché way. I get cold sweats in class and I see PS2 controllers walking around on the ceiling. Id tell you how great of an RPG it is but I’d end up one more sleepless night if I did. Start work some time next week. I finally got a job after all these months. Your looking at the newest Game Crazy employee up to date. MARVAL AT MY NEW FOUND SENCE OF RESPONCABILITY!!… Its like I’m grown up or something. Biggest perk is I work with Rainey as well as other 20-30 some yeah olds.

I’m so tired! Even the cigarettes taste bitter… And if the cigarettes taste bad… I simply ask myself,

Where was God?