Apr 28, 2007 06:53
In less than two months, I am embracing responsibility with the insight that it does not mean the end of fun. After June 17, 2007, I will:
1) Be married.
2) Graduated from UCLA with my MSW.
3) Contracted with DCFS for a two-year assignment.
4) Consolidating my finances.
Or beginning a new transition that will take about six months for me to find some balance.
Right now, I'm tired but definitely not fearful, which is a good start in my mind. I've pretty much reached the goals that I set for myself as a teenager, so now I'm going to try life without goals ... I'm really going to try to just live and let go.
Yesterday was a good start: I started with the destination of San Diego for work and ended up breakfasting and laying out in Laguna Beach for peace of mind. Basically, less task-oriented, more self-oriented.