I'm updating again...there must be a problem.
Hey.
All right, yes, there is a problem that is really pissing me off right now. And I think it's more serious than it seems to others. Well, the bottom line is that I really want to go home this weekend. I haven't been home since Labor Day, and I think I might lose my mind if I have to stay in this dorm for one more weekend in a row.
Due to this and other circumstances, my dad has volunteered to come and bring me home on Friday and my mother wants to bring me back on Monday (we have a three day weekend).
Well, there's only one problem. If I go home Friday, I have to miss Friday's play practice. I was thinking that it wouldn't be too much of a problem. I don't know why. I mean, don't get me wrong, I am dedicated to whatever I do 100%, and those of you that know me, know this. I haven't missed a practice yet, and this will most likely be the only practice I miss (optimistically believing that I will remain healthy that is).
So some part of me thought that one practice can be missed.
Well, I talked to my director about having to go home for some obligations with the hometown and stuff, and he said it's fine with him. But he said it's not up to him. It's really up to the theatre chairperson guy. And that probably won't be a good enough reason to miss. So I'm pissed. My director is cool as hell, he said he'll talk to him. But my guess is he forgets to talk to him, and if he does talk to him, either way I think I'm screwed. And I think I probably won't make it to the game. And I'll be stuck here another weekend.
So, it sucks greatly.
I can't stand it here another weekend.
Don't get me wrong, I love it here. It's fucking great.
But I just miss home a lot. I miss my family and my dogs. And especially my friends. All my friends at the game that I have to go to. I couldn't wait to see them.
But now, chances are, I'm stuck here. Until November.
Yeah, if I don't go home this weekend, I'm stuck here until the beginning of November. I can't do it.
Amanda, if you read this, please send me some juju lol. Because I need to give you your ring at the game remember!!
So i need to go home!!!! =D. I still have that thing lol.
Well, I'll update you on what happens. I doubt if my director talked to him today, he most likely forgot. I'll see tonight.
All right, see ya.
-jackson