i wish.
You know, just once in my life, I wish I could get what I want. JUST ONCE. I mean, I know I've asked for a lot of things, but I don't know, some things you just want so badly. :-\
I guess they meant it when they said you can't buy love.
Oh well...
How'd I let you slip away when I'm longing so to hold you. Now i'd die for one more day, cuz there's something I should have told you....I should tell you, I should tell you. but i won't. i just wont. i cant. it'll change too much. but i'll still long for your touch.
That's depressing. ITS SO DAMN HOT! Milk was a bad choice...
I was just wondering, does anyone even read this anymore? Or is it just a "emo" thing that I do, so i could look back at at a later date and say "wow, that's crazy" I really think noone reads this anymore...if you do leave me a comment so I have some motivation to update haha. Cuz now i feel like it's just for my health. and...nevermind i dont know what im rambling about, so dont bother asking haha.
So im sittin in the computer lab currently, being bored, hot, and sad. lol. Aint that fun? haha. Swimming has been alright the past two days, it's a large workout thats for sure. I guess im showin signs of improvement. We were working on diving yesterday, what a mess. I got the hang out of it towards the end, after my chest was red...lol...i didn't get the "dive" part of it...i was doing more of a "smack" =D.
Yeah, so, I don't know what's going on with the friendships...some have decreased in value, one or two have increased. So...i dont know, i guess it evens out eventually? :-/
You're eyes...as we said our goodbyes, cant get them out of my mind....Your eyes, the one that took me by surprise...
Peace...time to go fail a test in Mroc...imagine that.
-Jackson