Paradigm Shift
~~This is a rant about the Ravenblack Game~~~
Ok I play it and I do actually enjoy it. I enjoyed it even when others in the game were spreading lies about me, getting owners of boards to remove me, and alot wouldnt talk to me in this game or role play with me.
I carried on, happy in real life and actually feeling some pity for the ones that need to attempt to hurt ones in a game cause their real life is so pitiful. Most know why I was treated like this, most know who caused all the attempted strife in my game life but you know - I moved on.
My characters continued their rp life ignoring all the ones in the game that let their human do their talking for them. They were loyal to their clans, and families. They didnt and still dont care if they are liked or wanted.
My characters got married and divorced and changed or joined clans. One married 3 times in the space of a year. No biggie. They were removed from boards, some tried to get so noone would talk to them in YM.
and then.. BAM!! .. one of my characters takes on a clan and walks away, while the leader left the city after turning pink and the big mouth that started it .. hides in shadows.
NOW my female character is considered popular again. NOW we have a Paradigm Shift and Hating the human behind Lady Tejas and Lady Tejas is OUT and having them on the board is IN.
These same ones that want me back on their boards were the ones that proudly and publically announced that I am an ooc mistake, that ooc I should be put in jail, that ooc I am a slut and whore. Funny... the true victim is and will always be me. I am the wife that had to sit there and watch as some stalker slut sent my husband nasty pics and then she attempted to ruin my game life.....
But of course there was never a hate her bandwagon... but there was and still is a hate me one.
But now - it isnt popular to hate me, to not have me on YM, to not rp with me. I have 190 friends on my IC 360. I have to keep deleting ones from YM to add new ones. YM only allows you 300 friends.
Yet do any of these who now are attempting to be my friend, apologize? Not Hardly..
Will any of these who denounced me, slandered me and harass me , ever apologize? Not Hardly.
Now that I am the one most want to know, will I go back to those other boards? Not Hardly.
Like I said in my IC LJ -- You want me back, you want to proudly announce that Lady Tejas is on your board. ...... then APOLOGIZE PUBLICALLY!!
Till then, until then.. Well you can all shove your " i am her friend" up your ass. My true friends didnt stop talking to me cause YOU said so. My real friends didnt care what you thought of me or my ooc husband. My true friends dont say... "yea I will be there for you in a fight" and then look the other way or make excuses when I was attacked.
So I will just sit here and laugh with my husband as you all attempt to show the city that you are our friends, Ic and ooc.
and then I will watch the paradigm shift happen again and Laugh even harder.
Go away. Let me be. I WILL NOT GO BACK TO YOUR BOARD WITHOUT A PUBLIC APOLOGY.
The END!!
Ok I play it and I do actually enjoy it. I enjoyed it even when others in the game were spreading lies about me, getting owners of boards to remove me, and alot wouldnt talk to me in this game or role play with me.
I carried on, happy in real life and actually feeling some pity for the ones that need to attempt to hurt ones in a game cause their real life is so pitiful. Most know why I was treated like this, most know who caused all the attempted strife in my game life but you know - I moved on.
My characters continued their rp life ignoring all the ones in the game that let their human do their talking for them. They were loyal to their clans, and families. They didnt and still dont care if they are liked or wanted.
My characters got married and divorced and changed or joined clans. One married 3 times in the space of a year. No biggie. They were removed from boards, some tried to get so noone would talk to them in YM.
and then.. BAM!! .. one of my characters takes on a clan and walks away, while the leader left the city after turning pink and the big mouth that started it .. hides in shadows.
NOW my female character is considered popular again. NOW we have a Paradigm Shift and Hating the human behind Lady Tejas and Lady Tejas is OUT and having them on the board is IN.
These same ones that want me back on their boards were the ones that proudly and publically announced that I am an ooc mistake, that ooc I should be put in jail, that ooc I am a slut and whore. Funny... the true victim is and will always be me. I am the wife that had to sit there and watch as some stalker slut sent my husband nasty pics and then she attempted to ruin my game life.....
But of course there was never a hate her bandwagon... but there was and still is a hate me one.
But now - it isnt popular to hate me, to not have me on YM, to not rp with me. I have 190 friends on my IC 360. I have to keep deleting ones from YM to add new ones. YM only allows you 300 friends.
Yet do any of these who now are attempting to be my friend, apologize? Not Hardly..
Will any of these who denounced me, slandered me and harass me , ever apologize? Not Hardly.
Now that I am the one most want to know, will I go back to those other boards? Not Hardly.
Like I said in my IC LJ -- You want me back, you want to proudly announce that Lady Tejas is on your board. ...... then APOLOGIZE PUBLICALLY!!
Till then, until then.. Well you can all shove your " i am her friend" up your ass. My true friends didnt stop talking to me cause YOU said so. My real friends didnt care what you thought of me or my ooc husband. My true friends dont say... "yea I will be there for you in a fight" and then look the other way or make excuses when I was attacked.
So I will just sit here and laugh with my husband as you all attempt to show the city that you are our friends, Ic and ooc.
and then I will watch the paradigm shift happen again and Laugh even harder.
Go away. Let me be. I WILL NOT GO BACK TO YOUR BOARD WITHOUT A PUBLIC APOLOGY.
The END!!