May 19, 2010 00:06
So uh certain people will know I have major body issues. For a dumbass reason, to boot.
I happened to stumble upon something about the mental/personality-wise symptoms of anorexia nervosa. Turns out I'm pretty goddamn close.
Part of me wants to go the distance and finally be able to look the way I want to, but part of me knows this is wrong and I am the way I am, even if I'm a fatass. Or not. I swear to god people lie to me.
SOOOOO please someone slap me in the face right now why am I posting this hahahahahahahahahaha