Gratitude
From an earlier entry (thank you for reminding me, willo):
It felt like a dangerous test, to ask her to do something she did want to do, but found so hard.. to ask her in the week when it was probably hardest. I wished, deeply, I had another Dom/me I could have discussed it with... Was I doing this right? Was this the best way for her? But there wasn't anyone I could share that with..
Today, I realised that I do have people I can discuss things like that with. So, thank you, elf_master. You're not the only one I can talk to, of course, but you have reminded me I do have likeminded people I can share experiences, thoughts and feelings with.
Oh, and I do have this design for a spring loaded metaphorical d/s leash, but I'm still working out the bugs. Getting the spring tension right is a bugger!
It felt like a dangerous test, to ask her to do something she did want to do, but found so hard.. to ask her in the week when it was probably hardest. I wished, deeply, I had another Dom/me I could have discussed it with... Was I doing this right? Was this the best way for her? But there wasn't anyone I could share that with..
Today, I realised that I do have people I can discuss things like that with. So, thank you, elf_master. You're not the only one I can talk to, of course, but you have reminded me I do have likeminded people I can share experiences, thoughts and feelings with.
Oh, and I do have this design for a spring loaded metaphorical d/s leash, but I'm still working out the bugs. Getting the spring tension right is a bugger!