Sep 29, 2005 02:29
feels like i haven't posted in ages.
i'm takin time off work - finally!!!
jus a week...for Patricks 20th b'day. late october.
gona go down 2 Guildford & jus spend time wit him (& his mates that i've befriended) i guess.
as u can guess i hav a new boyfriend.
hes totally different to any1 i've been wit b4 - its wierd.
its like he actually cares about me. i'm not used 2 it.
i'm sooooo broke its mad. i know how Hannah feels rite now.
(hope ur doin alrite Han!! <3333)
"Here comes ya ex
Returned with that drama and stress
All the nonsense that you just left but yet
You accept and go back to try it again
Then return with a broken heart
That I gotta mend
That's unfair
--
So the next time he hurts you again
You already knew where you should've been
And that's with me"
those particular lyrics really make me think of my past behavior involvin 2 men. (yes 1 of them is Ben)