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Last night sucked... Nothing awful happened, but nothing good either. I feel like things are getting worse without anything happening. We are both just too damn stubborn. So last night I had an awful dream, Corey didn't want anything to do with me and told me that he could get what he needed from somewhere else.
So needless to say, when he showed interest in me this morning, I had no interest. I feel so hollow inside. We had sex, but it was just that. There was no feeling, no emotion. I don't know what to do, I know it's probably mostly my fault, but I feel so broken that I don't want to do anything. I'm so stressed about everything that is going on, I really need to relax, but I can't. I don't know why I feel so down lately, the weather has been good for so long that there is no excuse. I have been tanning too and that usually helps, but not this year. :(
Hopefully we can power through this quickly, but I have no motivation... Sigh.
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