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Today is kind of a crappy rainy day, but I'm in a really good mood because Corey is back in town. I'm such a wimp I swear, he was gone for not even 48hrs, but I still missed him so much. I think it was just the thought that he was so far away. I used to be ok for months w/o Jake... I mean yea I missed him but I survived. Now I can tell I definitely wasn't made for that lifestyle, and neither were the kids.
Eli was so excited about Corey coming back, and the girls kept saying dada. I love how much my kids adore him. He has brought something so amazing into my life. Peace maybe? I can't really put a word to it, I am just so happy now. I love the way I feel with his arms wrapped around me, laying in bed with my head on his chest. It's like I've been whirled away into a storybook, I'm actually feeling the things that always seemed like a fantasy.
I'm kind of sad that tonight will be another long night. I'll get to see him for a little bit when he gets home from work until I leave to go to Amy's house, and then it'll be hours of me trying to have fun and forget about how much I want to just get home and snuggle with him. We don't even have to talk, because just being near him makes me so happy. But his voice comforts me so much. I missed all the signs early on, or took them as something else, but I think our separation made us appreciate each other so much more; surely me appreciating him. I really believe I'm one of the luckiest girls in the world, because no matter what we are honest with each other and we do our best to never be counter productive. Not only do we love each other, but we are also aware and willing to do the work it takes to always feel this way. :D
Eli was so excited about Corey coming back, and the girls kept saying dada. I love how much my kids adore him. He has brought something so amazing into my life. Peace maybe? I can't really put a word to it, I am just so happy now. I love the way I feel with his arms wrapped around me, laying in bed with my head on his chest. It's like I've been whirled away into a storybook, I'm actually feeling the things that always seemed like a fantasy.
I'm kind of sad that tonight will be another long night. I'll get to see him for a little bit when he gets home from work until I leave to go to Amy's house, and then it'll be hours of me trying to have fun and forget about how much I want to just get home and snuggle with him. We don't even have to talk, because just being near him makes me so happy. But his voice comforts me so much. I missed all the signs early on, or took them as something else, but I think our separation made us appreciate each other so much more; surely me appreciating him. I really believe I'm one of the luckiest girls in the world, because no matter what we are honest with each other and we do our best to never be counter productive. Not only do we love each other, but we are also aware and willing to do the work it takes to always feel this way. :D