Bothered?
I'm laying in bed, the kids are fed and playing in the back room, and I can't stop thinking about last night. Sometimes I hold myself together so well, so what's my excuse now? Why do I let some things bother me so much? I know he loves me, yet those little things set me off and make me so insecure... I so want a nice family environment for my kids, they love him so much too. It seems like there is just so much going on here daily that I don't know how to keep up. And as I prepare to register for fall classes I wonder how I will be able to keep up. Sure I can do a lot, I can succeed where others would give up, but why kill myself for it? So much going on... so much stress... why can't I just let it go?