Sleepy
It's so early tonight, yet I'm laying in bed, falling asleep with the computer on my lap. I had a good weekend. I wasn't feeling crappy, I was somewhat productive, and I got to relax and get some good sleep. I've been missing so much lately, being so worried about things beyond my control. I need to stop worrying and start embracing the life I have. I really love my family, my kids are so amazing... I keep hiding from it because the stress is so overwhelming. I hate that I'm missing things even though I'm always here. No more, I'm going to really try to take hold of my life again. It felt good this weekend to be me and be happy with that, there's a whole lot more to come and I'm going to not ignore it anymore.