Im terrified im ending up like my mother. Im pretty sure im never gonna be happy with like anything. I hated when patrick fucking smothered me, and now that mike doesnt talk to me much i go insane. I wish i could just stop the crying, and the fighting, and the insecurities, and the depression, and god just everything. I donno what to do anymore.
I got accepted to NMSU!- New Mexico State who hoo. ill be there for like a semester, then i plan on moving to maryland. im just going with the flow right now. scratch that. im just TRYING to go with the flow.
look. new stuff.
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