I Kind Of Lost Track...
Well, obviously I've lost track of keeping track of my appointments...and my memory is poor so I guess I'll just summarize. I feel kind of down today anyway and haven't really felt like journaling. It just seems like such a hassle to type up stuff that for all you know means nothing, right
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To be honest with you-screw this SS person. what matters is how you feel about yourself. Did you wonder why i didn't post on DA for months after my first few weeks there? I was flat out intimidated by all the talent. I've been drawing comics my whole life and I thought I was good- but some peopel on there are awesome beyond words. I felt like i was nobody. But once away I started reading my stuff again0 and I realized- i am proud of it. it IS the best part of me -and I'm not gonna hide it anymore. I may not be the most popular. I may never be. But I like myself and my artwork. And I don't need anyone's approval.
I requard DA as a digital storage site to put my comics in case something should happen to the actuall hard copies. From there one day I may down load them in a mass marketed book form of my own design - or build a wbsite of my own if ever I figure out how.
The point is- be proud of yourself. You write like a soldier. day in and day out. I hope someboody soemwhere gets your stuff and publishes it one day. And you make money. Wouldn't that be wonderful! You ought to be sitting down with a publisher- not a psychologist. But again- I'm projecting on to you - the things I ought to do myself.
Sorry about your weight gain. i bet it is the prescirption drugs. I'm pushing 200 lbs myself. I try to walk thirty minutes a day. it seems to keep me from approaching elephantine prprortions. My advice- set up a thirty minute walk for yourself daily- in the morning when its still cool.
Do it everyday. I've been doing it for seven years and I can walk about a mile uphill in that time- without breaking a sweat. If I get to thinking about things- and keep moving i can cut that time by ten minutes. But sometimes just to walk an see things - plants birds flowers trees - its good for you. Gotta to be better than sitting on line all the time.
Oh sweety I could go on and on! I have missed you so!
Awoof! Big lick and muddy paws and pet me right there- ooh behind the ears...ahhhhh. (Wags tail) Thats nice.
You are my muse.
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